The Good Ol' Days

I grew up in the 1970s and 80s and despite my poor upbringing I had a good time. I could go to the shops without having to worry about dangerous people who might kidnap me. I played in the streets until dark or my parents called me home. I roamed the land, played in creeks and mud and with the water in garden hoses. No adults bothered me as a kid. There were no computers back then or anything resembling today's technology. It was a simple life where us kids were made to go outside and play instead of being inside. We were told off just for being inside during the day if it wasn't dinner time or I was napping after school. Chores were done and no money was paid for the amount of chores I had done either. I learnt responsibility of my actions, to trust and respect adults, and to be a good citizen.

These days our kids do not have that option. If a kid goes and plays in the creek here those kids will get told off by adults in the area. Kids these days are forced to stay inside due to stranger danger and a society that does not appear to care about one another, let alone neighbourhood kids. There is simply too much technology and the simple life has gone the way of the dinosaurs. Kids do their best to grow up in our society but to what ends do they become as an adult? A lot of our kids are turning out to be antisocial. That is not healthy at all.

Our modern day technology is out competing the old ways of parenting and our society in general. The more technology there is the further away we all are driven from reality. We now live in a world that keeps us inside out of harms way until we mingle with other humans whom are also hobbits in their own reality and probably just as antisocial as we are. Times need to change. We all need to get back in touch with reality, outside in the real world. And that includes dating in the real world.

Too many people out there attempt to date other people online, or get involved with people online from some far off place, in some far off country. How on Earth can that even work when those people will probably never meet in real life? No-one can form a solid relationship on someone else whom they have never met let alone physically touched or fell in love with in person. Online dating should be banned from our society forcing us to meet real people we can see and touch, to make us feel human.

Feeding wild birds is a waste of time

I got to thinking about how many times I've given wild birds food and for what? Why do I do these things? It costs me money and I do not benefit from it at all. Its not like the birds give me anything in return. I have yet to see any birds give me some sort of gift or anything really as a way of saying I appreciate what you do for me/us.

Birds just take what they are given then fly away without offering anything in return. The birds around here are simply not smart enough or compassionate enough to warrant my attention anymore. Where are all the smart corvids?

Wild birds are going to have to resort to foraging through the garden for food. If they don't like it, tough.

Alien vs human energy

The things I've learned along the way is astonishing but not all that impressive or useful really yet some things I can't stop thinking about. For example, there is this guy I used to know whose behaviour is totally unusual for a human plus he gives off an enormous amount of energy that I cannot explain. I have yet to encounter another human that does the same things as he does including this energy he gives off.

Humans do not give off that much energy. They do not know how to externalise nor project it outward. Whenever I am amongst other humans I do not pick up on their energy or any energy being projected outward.  It is like trying to feel the energy of a tree or a rock - almost impossible to detect. Humans simply do not give off enough energy to detect. But this one guy gives off an enormous amount of energy which I can detect even if he is withdrawn and depressed and not projecting his energy. It is still detectable.

I encountered some Aliens once where I live as I was walking home from town. I saw them in the main street actually. They were a strange mob of people: very private; reserved; secrative; and possessive of their things and business. I looked at one of them and he looked back as I was approaching them. I had to walk straight passed 3 of them, almost brushing up against them to go around them as they loitered near the gutter next to a stobie pole. The male alien gave me the most threatening look and his energy was extremely intense. I began thinking in my head that I knew he was an Alien. Sure enough he heard my thoughts and I could sense intensely that he knew what I was thinking. He gave off a vibe that I was not welcome here and then suddenly he looked very angry at me, and stared at me angrily as we maintained eye contact. I broke eye contact and resumed trying to walk around them and just kept walking after observing what the other 2 were doing. Within 5 minutes I was observed by a man in a red 4 wheel drive vehicle. Not a coincidence.

This guy I used to know gave off the same energy as this alien did. His reaction to me is also the same. His anger and projecting of anger at me is also the same. He also makes me feel "unwelcome" just like the Alien did. Hey, this is my God damned planet not theirs'. They are rude, impolite, and don't seem to have an ounce of compassion in their hearts at first glance or even after a minute or two.

The one thing that sticks out a lot with this man I used to know was all the coincidences that would happen. I'm not talking about the odd coincidence either. I'm talking about how they'd happen up to 8 times a day, every day. They still happen from time to time but no longer on a daily basis.

The absolute worst thing that would come from my visits to him and his girlfriend? was whenever I'd put a bit of encouraging energy into our friendship, whether verbal statements or thoughts, he'd use that on his relationship? with his girlfriend?. I soon quickly stopped doing this once I realised how he was responding physically to my input as his girlfriend? would verbally slam him down for behaving that way and she'd just say to me "Stop encouraging him". Basically I had 2 reasons to not encourage him or put any input into my friendship with them. Then it all turned sour and now they are a thing of the past.

Humans are really so predictable. Their energy is truly undetectable even if you get to know them. But that man still gives off a huge amount of energy that I can only conclude is identical to that of Aliens.

Thoughts in my head

My mind seems constantly active with thoughts and of late I have begun to not trust them. Things that I've heard that were said to come true have turned out to be a bunch of lies. So now I no longer trust my thoughts and only listen to my conscious thoughts. I have begun to block all the other thoughts out no matter where they are coming from. These other thoughts simply do not matter anymore and are NOT valid therefore are to be ignored indefinitely.

I used to trust these thoughts until they started to let me down. I've now had enough and no longer trust them. They are not the work of the devil. They are the work of my unfulfilled desires and subconscious mind clashing with my conscious mind's thoughts.